Feeling much better today 🙂 Thanks for the encouragement and letting me vent!
Still managed to bust out a great workout today – Big 3 all lifts really strong and my pull-ups are coming back. After all my kicking and screaming and the massive amounts of oatmeal I ate last night, I slept like a baby. Then after coffee and my workout, started to make my lunch and realized I’d without knowing it, fasted for 16 hours. Yeah. The thing is, I get crazy about things. Knowing I can eat at night if I’m really hungry makes me feel better. But of course I can, no one told me I couldn’t except me. Wah wah wah. Adults still throw tantrums 🙂
And Cait is right I have tons of more important stuff to think about! There is so much to do and plan and decide when planning to marry someone from a different country, even when it’s an english speaking country! Forget the wedding (no actually don’t, I’m really looking forward to that) the actually marriage and living together takes a bit of effort! But we’re making strides and man its a fun chore!!